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    Wednesday, June 30th, 2004
    Wednesday 30th June 2004 @ 5:42pm
    I just have a couple of things to say.

    KEEP GOD OUT OF CALIFORNIA.

    TONY HAWK IS A CRIMINAL.

    I HAVE JUICE IN MY FRIDGE.

    I have to sit in here til you leave.

    I'm gonna put down my window and scream at you now. No you're not! No you're not!

    Chad, please remove that lamb from my classroom.

    YOU INFURIATE ME LITTLE LAMB!

    Reading is screwy.

    HAPPY FRIDAY!

    Put away that book, it's time to read.

    I want to go to Don Vito elementary school.

    Rake Yohn is very pretty compared to his parents.

    Oh, and uh...happy birthday, Jess?
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    Monday, June 28th, 2004
    Monday 28th June 2004 @ 1:02pm
    Yeah, I can no longer talk about my life over the internet, because my parents have decided that it is their business to deprive me of my privacy and watch everything I do. Bye Kids.

    -RH
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    Saturday, June 19th, 2004
    Saturday 19th June 2004 @ 9:48pm
    This has been the week from HELL. Me, Bee, Andra, Tara and my parents left for Destin last Saturday morning. I think the car ride down was actually my favorite part of the trip. I rode with Andra and Tara in the Mustang and we had a blast. And then we got to Destin. And shit just totally went downhill from there. Friday night I found out Tasha was prengnant, and there's a possibility Dylan might be the father, so that was irking me for a while. Some of stuff that sucked really bad I can't even talk about in here because of people who I know who might read it...whatever. Anyway. So, on, what, Monday night, I guess, Dylan blurts out to me in a phone conversation that he's in love with me. And I just didn't know what to say or how to respond to that. At all. And I think that hurt him pretty bad, because he just hung up and didn't answer his phone until the next day. So, I got that stressing me out. I mean, I know that doesn't sound like a big deal, but if you had the kind of relationship that Dylan and I have, and had been through what the two of us have been through together, you would get it. But yeah. So I called Taylor and talked to her about it quite a bit, because she's the only one who actually gets it, because she's the only one who knows the whole story. Most of my friends don't even know Dylan exists, much less our history. So then I get a message on my phone one night from Deryck, telling me Dylan was in the hospital because he had sliced his fucking wrist open. The doctor told Deryck that the cut wasn't deep enough to likely have been done with the intent of suicide, so we came to the conclusion that he was just stressed and cut a little too deep. Which he later confirmed. So now that was stressing me out beyond fucking belief. And my parents got super-pissed off at me, because I wasn't exactly in the best of spirits. I honest to God tried to have fun, I tried to act like nothing was wrong, but I just couldn't do it You think it would be easy? Fine. You try it and tell me what happens. And I couldn't exactly tell them what was going on. And the nightly situation was just TERRIBLE. Anyway, I'll bitch about this later. I have to go.

    Take your Ritalin, Kids.
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    Saturday 19th June 2004 @ 9:20pm
    alicat4968's LJ stalker is _heyfuckyou!
    _heyfuckyou is stalking you because they think you are the one who made anonymous abusive LJ comments. They are also not very liked around here!


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    Marrianne! Why are you stalking me?!
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    Thursday, June 10th, 2004
    Thursday 10th June 2004 @ 9:26pm
    Things have certainly been interesting lately. Anyway, since I don't have a lot to talk about, I'll tell you all about how I'm going to spend the rest of my life...according to Dylan.

    The day you turn eighteen you pack up everything you own and get a plane ticket down to Dallas. I pick you up and take you to get a tattoo. And then we drive to my house and take the license plate off my mom's 1975 mustang and steal it...and then we almost get caught by the cops. Why, I don't know. I just wanted to put a car chase scene somewhere in here because I'm cool like that. Yeah, so we drive reaaaaaaaaaaaally far away. So then there we are, just us and my mom's mustang, in the middle of nowhere. Since we can't turn around and go home (because basically we stole a car...) we just drive. With the top down, obviously. And finally we get to some city. LA, maybe. You've heard of that place, right? Okay. So we get out of our car and the second we do, some big LA talent scout spots us. So what happens to us? You become this super-hot actress/writer...and you're a single mom. But don't worry, your kid is really cool. He's just like me. So, anyway, you write this book about our extremely weird, fucked-up relationship and it wins some huge award. And they decide to make a movie out of it. And that's where I come in. I play myself in the movie and of course I win an oscar. But then I get really sick of people taking my picture all the time, so I quit the acting shit and move into your huge fucking mansion and help you raise your kick-ass kid.

    Yeah. That's how it's gonna go down. But I have to come back to Tennessee the day Taylor turns eighteen because I promised to take her to get a tattoo. Which I will do.

    I love you, Dyl. I'm glad shit is turning around for you.

    That's all for now, kids.

    -Random Hero
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    Monday, June 7th, 2004
    Monday 7th June 2004 @ 9:59pm
    ................................me and taylor just went down my staircase on a plastic purple sled.........and broke it..............it was amazing.


    Mambas don't have pinkies.






    SUPPORT BRANDON AND BAM'S GAY LOVE.

    DO IT.

    NOW.
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    Thursday, June 3rd, 2004
    Thursday 3rd June 2004 @ 1:58pm
    nose: qo89fdq564968
    elbow: alopicat4906yt8ui
    tongue: alicat4968
    chin: zA.,kj czgfv
    foot (toe?): alicast489689
    eyes closed: alicat4968

    ...Oh my god.

    Apparently I'm only a good typer with my hands...and my tongue...
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    Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
    Tuesday 1st June 2004 @ 8:02pm
    I wish the real world would just stop hassling me.
    Jessie McCarty is the coolest chick alive, and you should all love her. Why? Because Ryan Dunn owns your grandmother. That's why.

    So I finally finished my thing, and I'm in the process of scripting it, which is a little tricky. Not much has been going on. And the stuff that has I'm not to keen to put in this for anyone to read. Anyway, for the point of this entry:

    Dylan, listen. I thought you would have known me well enough by now to know that that's not the way I operate. Yeah, you made a mistake. I'm not going to ridicule you about it; I'm not going to stick it in your face that I was right. I don't do that. And I know that I was wrong for lecturing you yesterday. Especially after what happened and all. Look, you know I love you more than anything, and I would do anything for you. All you have to do is ask. That's it. Ask. I guess what I was trying to tell you is that you're just...so...angry all the time. You blame yourself for everything. You worry too much about other people, and don't take time to worry about yourself. Once you get into something, you throw everything you have into it. And while I love that about you, it's what's hurting you so bad. Depression's just a sarcastic state of mind, Dylan. You've always lived your life way too fast. Step back and take a look around. Take your time. I love you.



    You try so hard to be funny. I can tell. Everyone think you're just naturally funny. But I know you have to try. Hard. I know this because I know you. And I wish I didn't.

    You know everybody loves you, and you plan to keep it that way. Sometimes I think I know too much about you. I know at night, that you slink into the shadows and cry. The nostalgia of the person you used to be weighs you down. I know this because I feel the same. And I wish I didn't.



    Don't ever ask me what I think of you, because I might not tell you what you want me to.
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    Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
    Wednesday 26th May 2004 @ 11:56am
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    Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
    Saturday 22nd May 2004 @ 2:59pm
    Let's set some stuff straight, shall we?

    You were fifteen.

    I was twelve.

    You had borrowed Shannon's car.

    Me and Deryck were with you.

    We drove to Julie's.

    You cut it.

    You got hurt, and passed out.

    We drove back to Deryck's.

    You went into the bathroom.

    You were in there for ten minutes.

    When you came out you had blood all over your hands.

    And that spoon wasn't in your sock anymore.

    I was young, but I wasn't stupid.

    Remember?



    Maybe now I just need to spill out all the things that I have so much trouble saying to you over the phone.

    I'm proud of you for picking up Carolyn.

    I'm sorry I turned off my phone that night.

    I'm sorry I yelled at you.

    I blame myself for what you did the other night, not you.

    I'm sorry if I ever hurt you in any way.

    I would never intentionally do anything to hurt you.

    And I hope you know that.

    I hope this will all be over when I come down to see you this summer.

    This whole thing has totally torn you and me both to shreds, and I hope that's enough reason for you to end it.

    Our friendship has never been under a strain like this, but we pulled through it.

    And I know that together, we can get through anything.

    Even though I don't see you as often as I'd like to, I think about you every day.

    You're a part of me, and you give me a reason to get up in the morning.

    You're the reason I'm still alive.

    I miss you so much.

    And all I can say, is thank you.

    Thank you for being the one person I can call at three AM and cry to when things go wrong, like they so often do.

    Thank you for loving me unconditionally.

    Thank you for putting up with my shit.

    Thank you for being my best friend.

    You've always been the best and strongest person you could be.

    And I'm sorry if I ever treated you with less respect than you deserve.

    Because really...you deserve everything.
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    Saturday, May 8th, 2004
    Saturday 8th May 2004 @ 4:14pm
    1) What is your full name: Only my close friends know it.
    2) What Color Of Pants Are You Wearing: What the hell? Blue jeans, if you must know.
    3) What Are You Listening To Right Now: Flesh Into Gear-CKY
    4) What Are The Last Four Digits In Your Phone Number: ...Stalker. House number-3557, cell-9757
    5) What Was The Last The Last Thing You Ate: ..Cereal, actually.
    6) If You Were A Crayon What Color Would You Be: ...Blue.
    7) Where Would You Plan To Go On Your Honeymoon: Hawii
    8) What Is The Weather Right Now: Hot and sunny.
    9) Who Was The Last Person You Talked To On The Phone: Hm...my mom, I think.
    10) What Is The First Thing You Notice About The Opposite Sex: Hair and eyes.
    11) How Are You Today: Bored as hell.
    12) Favourite Drinks: Sprite
    13) What Do You Like About Your Gf / Bf: Their non-existance?
    14) Favourite Sports: Skating
    15) Hair Color: Brunette
    16) Eye Color: Blue
    17) Do You Wear Eye Contacts: Yes
    18) Siblings And There Ages: Andra, 17
    19) Favourite Food: ...I don't really think I have one.
    20) Fav Number: 2
    21) Last Movie You Watched: Haggard, if I remember correctly.
    22) Favourite Day Of The Year: Hm. I don't guess I have one.
    23) Are You Too Shy To Ask Someone Out: Depends.
    24) Do You Like Scary Movies Or Happy Movies Better: Depends.
    25) Summer Or Winter: Summer
    26) Hugs Or Kisses: Hugs
    27) Relationships Or One Night Stands: Relationship
    28) Chocolate Or Vanilla: Chocolate.
    29) What Books Are You Reading: Guitar Girl, don't remember the author.
    30) What On Your Mouse Pad: On this computer it's just black, on mine it's got puppies on it...I've had it forever.
    31) Favourite Board Game: No idea.
    32) Favourite Smells: Hm...dunno.
    33) Least Favourite Smell: Beats me.
    34) Favourite Sounds: Music.
    35) Worst Feeling In The World: Rejection, getting up in the morning.
    36) First Thing You Think Of When You Wake Up In The Morning: Going back to sleep.
    37) Favourite Movie: Haggard, Thirteen, The Jackass Movie
    38) Whats Under Your Bed: ...Only God knows.
    39) Fave T.V Shows: Viva La Bam, Wildboyz, That 70's Show
    40) Who Do You Have A Crush On Right Now: You don't need to know.
    41) If You Could Go Anywhere, Where Would It Be: LA...I love it there.
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    Saturday 8th May 2004 @ 1:06pm
    Andra was here yesterday, which was cool. We hung out by the pool and just talked for about two hours. Last night was...weird. Fun, but a little weird. On my way to the movies I picked up Tay and Jess, who were both adorned in their shirts. I was wearing my CHRIS RAAB OWNS YOUR MOM shirt, with AN ALCOHOLIC WHO GETS SHIT DONE IS A TRUE ROLEMODEL written on the back of it. Tay was wearing her BRANDON DICAMILLO OWNS YOUR DAD shirt, with WHY DID YOU CALL MY HOUSE?! written on the back, and Jessie was wearing her RYAN DUNN OWNS YOUR GRANDMOTHER shirt, with IN THE CORNER TO MY RIGHT, WHERE THERE'S NO CORNER AT ALL, IN THE RED SHORTS AND THE OLD ASS SHOES, RYAN "I'M ALMOST" DUNN! We drove to the theater listening to the FRIENDS theme and some old school LFO haha. Wes called my cell when we pulled into the parking lot. I was so hyped that he was there, because I hadn't seen him in FOREVER. When I found him I totally just jumped him. He was with Matt, and Bryan showed up, and so did Jennie, so the six of us just hung out. Brandon came, but he was actually seeing a movie. Jennie made Tay, Jess and I stand against the back wall so she could take a picture of our shirts, and then made us turn around and put our hands on the wall like we were being patted down so she could take a picture of the back. I was glad Wes was there, shit is always more fun when he's around. And then we decided to organize a mass dance of the macerana. As we were walking to McDonalds he spit on a car and screamed "FUCK YOU, CORPORATE AMERICA!" And then he proceeded to hurl himself into a bush. We got to McDonalds and Wes paid for me since he's cool as hell. As we were sitting down, those chicks from the other week were there. Wes was like "I think I'm just gonna run past them and scream "THE BRITISH ARE COMING!" There's some stuff I wanna write in here, but I can't because of people who I know read this. And no, Taylor, it's not about Wes, though I'm not gonna put that in here either. We went to the parking lot across from TJ Maxx and did a few shopping carts. Something that happened there really irritated me, and I can't write about it, because, once again, of the people who read this. So whatever, Jessie and Jennie left, and me, Wes, Matt, Taylor, Bryan and Matt stayed for about another fifteen minutes before Wes, Matt and I left, leaving Taylor and Bryan to themselves. Oh, and, the 69 cop car was STILL THERE. I had a good time over all, but when I got home...I don't know what happened. It was around eleven, and I sat on my kitchen counter crying for about thirty minutes. Eventually I went upstairs and took a shower, and I continued writing this thing I'm in the middle of. When I decided I had found a good stopping point, it was about 2:30. So I went to bed, and had one weird dream.

    I'm now going to proceed to spam you with pictures from last night.

    CHRIS RAAB OWNS YOUR MOM. )
    Me, Jess and Taylor with our shirts.

    BRANDON DICAMILLO OWNS YOUR DAD. )
    The back...

    RYAN DUNN OWNS YOUR GRANDMOTHER. )
    Me and Jess

    AN ALCOHOLIC WHO GETS SHIT DONE IS A TRUE ROLEMODEL. )
    The infamous cop car.

    WHY DID YOU CALL MY HOUSE?! )
    ...I'm not sure I know what we're doing here.

    IN THE CORNER TO MY RIGHT, WHERE THERE'S NO CORNER AT ALL, IN THE RED SHORTS AND THE OLD ASS SHOES, STANDS RYAN  )
    Me and Wes.

    I love you guys. )
    All of us.
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    Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
    Sunday 2nd May 2004 @ 6:56pm
    ** basics **
    Name:: Ali
    Nickname:: Ali, Alice, JD, Bam, Bam-Bam, Nikki, Evie, bitch, that one girl, and, of course, the best of all, RANDOM HERO.
    Location:: This wonderful little hellhole they call Brentwood.
    Gender:: Female
    Birthplace:: Texas
    Birthstone:: ...I forget the name of it...but it's blue!
    Birthday:: December 19th
    Sign:: Sag
    Righty or Lefty:: Righty
    Screenname:: MaDaLiCe4968

    ** your looks **
    Height:: 5'5"
    Height you wish to be:: I'm cool with it.
    Weight:: It's over 100 but it's less than 150. Haven't checked lately. (Thanks, Tay.)
    Weight you want to be:: 100 I guess
    Shoe size:: 8 1/2
    Hair Color:: Brunette
    Happy with it?:: I guess
    Hair Length:: Almost to my shoulders
    Eye Color:: Blue
    Glasses:: Contacts
    Braces:: No
    Piercings:: One on each ear. Had nose, but took it out for fear of being murdered by my mom
    Tattoos:: Not yet

    ** fashion **
    Where do you shop:: Anywhere, really.
    What do you usually wear:: Jeans and a shirt.
    What kind of shoes do you wear:: My chucks
    Do you wear a watch:: Nope
    Color you never wear:: There isn't one
    Color you wear at least once a week:: I dunno
    Something you wear everyday:: My chucks
    Do you wear make up everyday:: No
    Make up essential:: None
    Most cherished piece of clothing:: ...My HIM hat...and...probably my wrists bands
    You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:: ...?
    Do you wear belts:: Occasionally
    Do you wear hats:: I never take of my HIM hat
    How many pairs of shoes do you have:: Two pairs of chucks and a pair of flip flops

    ** music **
    Favorite kind of music:: Rock and metal
    Least Favorite:: Country
    How many CD's do you have:: ...More than I could ever count. I'm a CD whore.
    Last CD you bought:: D12, because THESE CHICKS DON'T EVEN KNOW THE NAME OF MY BAND...
    Whats in your CD player right now:: D12, Yellowcard, and Lit
    Do you download music:: No

    ** Favorites **
    Color:: Pink, black, blue
    Number:: 2
    Season:: Summer
    Ice cream:: Chocolate
    Website:: ::Shrug::
    Quote:: Ohhhh god...too many, but I'll leave you with this; "You got balls of big steel, and you ain't takin' shit from nobody. Fuck that, you ain't takin' shit-"
    ::slap::
    "THE SHIT HAS HIT THE FAN!"-Brandon DiCamillo and Bam Margera
    Store:: ?
    Band:: HIM, CKY, Yellowcard
    Singer:: ...Not sure
    Rapper:: Eminem
    Song:: Pretending-HIM, Breathing, Ocean Avenue, Empty Apartment, The View From Heaven-Yellowcard Flesh Into Gear, Disengage The Simulator, 96 Quite Bitter Beings-CKY Numb-Linkin Park-Bran's Freestyle-Brandon DiCamillo-If You're Gonna Be Dumb-Rodger Alan Wade
    Movie:: Haggard, Thirteen, Secret Window, The Jackass Movie
    Actor:: Johnny Depp
    Actress:: Hm...Nikki Reed, I guess.
    Place to be:: At the movies on Friday night
    Time of day:: Night
    Animal:: Dolphin
    Food:: ...Beef and chedders from Arby's OWN.
    Holiday:: Christmas, Halloween
    Shape:: ...NOT THE RHOMBUS (I LOVE YOU WES TOMLIN!)
    Restaraunt:: The Melting Pot
    Fast food place:: Arby's
    Boy's name:: Brandon
    Girl's name:: Jenn, Nikki, Tara
    Word:: Fuck
    Phrase:: Fuck off, HOT, CHRIS RAAB OWNS YOUR MOM, BITCH
    Month:: June
    Candy:: ...Who the hell knows

    ** love and relationships **
    Boyfriend or Girlfriend:: Single
    Crush:: ...That shall remain anonyomous
    Do you believe in love at first sight:: No
    What do you look for in a guy/girl:: Sense of humor
    Best physical feature:: Hair
    Best hair color:: Dark
    Best eye color:: Blue

    ** randoms **
    Do you paint your nails:: Black if I wanna feel emo.
    What color is your tooth brush:: White
    What's on your desktop:: On which computer? On this one, a TIVO ad, on mine, a picture of Evan Rachel Wood
    Do you like roller coasters:: GOD NO
    Do you do drugs:: No
    Are you a virgin:: Yes
    Do you have any pets:: Three dogs (Pinch, Dacey and Bam) and two horses (Joker and Smokey)
    What time do you go to sleep:: Whenever

    **Last...**
    Last Cigarette:: Don't even remember
    Last Alcoholic Drink:: At my sister's apartment, Bacardi
    Last Car Ride:: Just now on the way home from the mall
    Last Kiss:: ...God, I don't remember, although I'm sure it was Doug.
    Last Good Cry:: Today
    Last Library Book checked out:: Don't remember
    Last Movie Seen in Theatres:: Don't remember
    Last Book Read:: TTYL
    Last Movie Rented:: Don't remember
    Last Cuss Word Uttered:: Fuck
    Last Beverage Drank:: Sprite
    Last Food Consumed:: A cookie
    Last Crush:: .............Quit asking.
    Last Phone Call:: Erica
    Last TV Show Watched:: Punk'd.
    Last Time Showered:: This morning.
    Last Shoes Worn:: Black flip flops.
    Last CD Played:: Yellowcard
    Last Item Bought:: cd
    Last Disappointment:: Today...I'm not going to tell you about it, though. Sorry.
    Last Soda Drank:: Sprite
    Last Thing Written:: Adding to Taylor's masterpiece.
    Last Key Used:: Down arrow key
    Last Word Spoken:: "No."
    Last Sleep:: Last night
    Last IM:: Taylor
    Last Weird Encounter:: Hm. Probably the black chicks who tried to beat me up because they were offended by my use of the phrase 'the British are coming.'
    Last Ice Cream Eaten:: Chocolate, like, a week ago.
    Last Time Amused:: Watching the tape from Friday night
    Last Time Wanting To Die:: Don't remember.
    Last Time Hugged:: Yesterday, Taylor.
    Last Time Scolded:: The hell if I know.
    Last Chair Sat In:: Right now, I'm sitting in my computer chair, dumbass.
    Last Lipstick Used:: Don't use the stuff.
    Last Underwear Worn:: ...They're white?
    Last Bra Worn:: ...It's tan?
    Last Shirt Worn:: A red American Eagle shirt.
    Last Webpage Visited:: Livejournal


    What time do you get up?: 8
    How do you get to school?: I walk downstairs and POOF I'm there.
    How do you get home from school?: I walk back upstairs and POOF I'm home.
    If you knew you were dying tomorrow, who would you say your goodbyes to 1st: Taylor, Erica, Dylan, Deryck, Bee, Tom, Jessie and Wes.
    Easiest class?: English
    What month is your birthday?: December
    How old were you when you got your first kiss?: 13
    How old were you when you started high school?: 14
    Are you hooked on the internet?: Indeed I am.
    Do you like going to school?: No.
    Are you a morning person?: No.
    When's the last time you had a b/f or g/f?: Broke up with boyfriend of 11 months like a month ago, I guess.
    Do you play any instruments?: Yes
    If so, what?: Guitar
    What's your favorite season?: Summer
    What's the name of your best friend?: Taylor, Erica, Dylan
    Rather be too hot or too cold?: Too hot
    Cats or dogs?: Dogs.
    How many blankets do you sleep with?: One
    What are your parents' names?: Bobby and Sam
    Do you have a crush?: ...QUIT ASKING THIS.
    How long have you had a crush on this person?: A couple of weeks, I guess.
    Do you practice a religion?: No
    If you saw Brittney Spears somewhere, what would you do?: Start screaming "THE BRITISH ARE COMING!" (Thanks Tay)
    If you saw Pres. Bush somewhere, what would you do?: Start screaming "THE BRITISH ARE COMING!" (Thanks Tay)
    love interest: ...DO YOU PEOPLE EVER GIVE UP?
    person you talk to when you're down: Taylor (because she sympathizes) Dylan (because he understands) and Wes (because he's funny as hell)
    person you try to avoid: Ask me who I don't try to avoid, the list would be much shorter.
    person you haven't spoken to in a long time: Oh God...Doug?
    someone you think is stupid: Ask me who I don't think is stupid, the list would be much shorter.
    a celebrity you wish u could meet: First, I'll change this to celebrities, then I'll say Bam Margera, (because he's a hot bitch), Chris Raab, (BECAUSE HE OWNS YOUR MOM, BITCH!) Ryan Dunn, (BECAUSE HE OWNS YOUR GRANDMOTHER, BITCH!) and Brandon DiCamillo (BECAUSE HE OWNS YOUR DAD, BITCH!)
    person that cheers u up: Taylor and Wes
    person who hates u: Ask me who doesn't hate me, the list would be much shorter
    teacher that pisses u off: Mrs. Slatton aka SATAN
    person that pisses u off the most: Once again, Ask me who doesn't piss me off, the list would be much shorter
    person u wish u could spend more time with: Erica, Dylan and Wes


    Do you have a secret you've never told anyone?: Yes
    Do you have a secret you've only told one or two people?: Yes
    Who do you trust to keep your most important secrets?: Taylor, Erica and Dylan
    Do you tell your parents everything?: No
    Do you think your parents are nice people at heart?: Yes
    Do you have a relative that you really do not get along with?: You have no idea.

    Have you ever..

    hit someone forcefully?: Yes
    thrown anything at a moving car?: ...Maybe...
    been in a fist fight?: No, unless you count a huge black girl putting her hand on the side of my face and saying "PSHAW" a fist fight.
    laughed so hard you cried?: Many times
    hit an animal on the road?: No
    seen a Beatles film?: No
    cussed?: Yes
    been on a subway?: No
    taught a little kid to cuss?: Of course. What else am I here for? Excuse me, I've got values to warp and minds to twist.
    cheated on a test/exam?: Everyone has, and if you say you haven't then you're a lying bitch.
    skipped school?: Indeed.
    egged someones house?: Haha, not yet.
    done a shopping cart?: ...More than I can count.
    gotten a computer virus?: Indeed
    cried for no reason at all?: Yes
    missed someone?: Yes
    kissed someone?: Yes

    name five things..

    You're wearing: Wristbands, my kickass jacket, my HIM necklace, jeans and a shirt.
    You can see: Computer, the printer, a lamp, my Lit CD, and my video camera.
    You can hear: TV, my own typing...there isn't much else.
    Favorite colors: Pink, black and blue
    Favorite songs: Pretending-HIM, The View From Heaven, Ocean Avenue, Breathing,-Yellowcard, Flesh Into Gear-CKY
    Favorite movies: Haggard, Thirteen, The Jackass Movie, Secret Window, and since I don't have another one, the tape from the movies on Friday.
    Favorite people: Taylor, Erica, Dylan, Wes
    People you love: Read above.
    People you hate: Too many to only put five.
    That get on your nerves: Read above.
    That you did today: Read, took a shower, watched SNL, went to the mall, cried.
    That you'll do tomorrow: Eat, schoolwork, breathe, drink, exist.
    People you miss/haven't seen in 6+ months: Dylan, Deryck, John, Emily and Steve.
    People you have dated/"gone out" with: Bryan, Doug, Will, John, Tom

    What do you think of Mexicans?: ...Don't ask me this.
    Do you like Canada?: Sure, why not? (SEND AVRIL BACK TO CANADA!)
    I just got my own way, instead of you getting yours. Are you pissed?: Depends. Who are you and what was "your way?"
    Does Britney Spears turn you on?: Not especially.
    Have you ever gotten suspended or expelled from school?: ...Close enough.
    If so, what for?: Being "outspoken."
    If you had to,would you kill the love of your life, or 30 strangers?: 30 strangers
    What's better? An amusement park or a water park?: Water park, because you can meet sexy guys like Goat and Crazy Cowboy
    Do you like cats?: No
    Kruisenga's an ass, isn't he?: Yeah, god, what a dick!
    On a scale of 1-10, how much do you like your parents?: 7 or 8
    What do you think of retards?: Like..mentally..they're awesome, and sweet. But if people are retarded out of choice, then fuck em.
    What do you think of fat people?: THEY SHOULDN'T BE ALLOWED TO DRINK BEER!((HAHAHA, ERICA!)

    What comes to mind when you hear..
    ..snow?: Crystal
    ..rain?: Bow
    ..tornado?: Hurricane
    ..banana?: Split
    ..dizzy?: B
    ..Laura?: Boone
    ..Juan?: Spanish?
    ..Allison?: Seilback
    ..car?: "APRIL'S CAR!" and Raab flinging helself into the seat...
    ..white?: Black
    ..peppermint?: Stick
    ..New Found Glory?: Sticks and stones
    ..orange juice?: Milk?
    ..candid camera?: SMILE!
    ..brother?: James (?)
    ..sister?: Andra
    ..hate?: Love
    ..school?: Stupid
    ..President?: No lips. (haahah, erica)
    ..football?: Backyard
    ..rap?: Music
    ..pop?: Music
    ..rock?: And roll
    ..punk?: Sid Vicious
    ..sex?: Slave
    ..death?: By emo poets
    ..baby?: Doll
    ..duuude?: Where's my car?
    ..the end?: Linkin Park

    School or sleep?: Sleep
    Dad or mom?: Mom
    Friend or foe?: Friend
    Girl or guy?: Guy
    Love or lust?: Love
    Bald or hair?: Hair
    Boxers or briefs?: Boxers
    Bike or car?: Car
    Life or death?: Life
    daughter or son?: Daughter
    Math or Science?: Science
    Choir or PE?: Choir
    Rain or Sun?: Rain
    walking lawn mower or riding lawn mower?: Riding
    Trick or Treat?: Trick


    ()()School()()
    [X]Do you suck at math?: HOW DID YOU KNOW?!
    [x]Favorite teacher?: Mrs. Landa
    [x]What do they call your prison(school)?: Homeschool
    [x]Do you enjoy the cells they keep you in (classes)?: Don't have one
    [x]Are you a band fag/ ork dork/ or choir priss?: No
    [x]Any extra activitys?: No
    [x]Got tons of friends?: No
    [x]In a social group?: No
    [x]Wish for more popualrity?: No

    <3 The Opposite Sex <3
    [x]Do your prefer girls or boys?: Boys
    [x]Hair color?: I usually prefer dark, but CHRIS RAAB IS THE SEXIEST BLOND I'VE EVER SEEN.
    [x]Eye color?: Usually I like blue, but CHRIS RAAB HAS THE SEXIEST BROWN EYES.
    [x]Group? ie thug goth prep: None
    [x]Nice or Romantic?: Romantic
    [x]Do they have to make you laugh?: Without doubt
    [x]Do you like being single?: Kinda
    [x]What kind of music do they have to listen to?: I don't care if they listen to the spice girls, as long as they love me.
    [x]Do they have to be cute?: No
    [x]Must they be to your liking?: Yes

    **Favorites**
    [x]Favorite food?: ...Didn't I already answer this?
    [x]Favorite song?: ...Read above
    [x]Favorite subject?: ...Lunch
    [x]Favorite teacher?: ...Didn't I already answer this?
    [x]Favorite pop?: Sprite, and ITS CALLED COKE.
    [x]Favorite person?: Way too many to name.
    [x]Favorite kind of kiss?: The kind that happens when you don't mean it to. (...I miss you, Dylan.)
    [x]Favorite place?: Movies
    [x]Favorite word?: Fuck

    ^-^ The outward you ^-^
    [x]Style ie. Punk prep ect?: Whatever I happen to be into that day.
    [x]Acne?: No.
    [x]What hair do you shave off?: Leg and underarm
    [x]You use deoterant right?: Yes, and I hope you do too.
    [x]Makeup/if so what?: None
    [x]Think your good looking?: No

    .'.' MUSIC IS YOUR LIFE.'.'
    [x]What kind of music do you listen to?: Rock, metal.
    [x]Favorite song?: Ok, I've answered this at least 5 times already
    [x]Favorite band?: HIM, CKY, Yellowcard
    [x]Have you ever listened to something to be cool?: No
    [x]Like local bands?: Spiral
    [x]Own music merch?: A LOT of it.
    [x]How many cds do you own?: WHY DO YOU KEEP ASKING THE SAME DAMN QUESITONS?!
    [x]Is avril your hero?: OF COURSE! HOW ELSE WOULD I HAVE LEARNED TO APPLY MY EYELINER WITH A SHARPIE?!
    [x]Is music your life?: Indeed

    +Randomness+
    [x]Pop or Soda?: Soda
    [x]Making out or Sex?: Making out
    [x]Vodka or Beer?: I hate alcohol
    [x]Chicks or Girls?: Chicks
    [x]Thong or Bikini?: Bikini
    [x]Avril or Slipknot?: Slipknot

    --_-Straight Up Questions-_--
    [x]Are You crushin?: Indeed
    [x]Are you a liar?: Not chronically, *coughsarahhadfieldcough* but everyone lies.
    [x]Are you intelectual?: I wouldn't say so.
    [x]Are you loving: To people I care about.
    [x]Are you kind and caring?: Only to people I love.
    Hit me
    Saturday, May 1st, 2004
    Saturday 1st May 2004 @ 7:52pm
    Dear god. Last night was so.........unbelievably amazing.

    Me, Taylor, Jessie, Bryan and Brandon had the time of our lives last night. I brought my video camera, and we got some HILARIOUS shit on tape. The beginning of the tape is just random crap, and we saw a midgit with a mullet, so, obviously we taped that. There was also me calling Chaz emo, tying my shoe, me thinking some Chinese dude was Wes Tomlin, Bryan scratching his ass, the "ghetto white boy," me making fun of Clarky and his car, screaming about the limo, and, of course, the 69 cop car. We got a random kid named Patrick to go hump the car. For free. Hot. I wore a white shirt that I had written CHRIS RAAB OWNS YOUR MOM in sharpie. Taylor's making one that says CHRIS RAAB OWNS YOUR DAD and Jessie's making one that says CHRIS RAAB OWNS YOUR GRANDMOTHER. It's going to be HOT. So, Jessie mooned and flashed the camera because she's a crazy bitch. And then me and Jessie pretened to make out, which was hilarious. And me, Bryan, Taylor and Jessie had an "orgy." We went to Subway where I filmed The Subway Guy's signature, and Bryan "cookie raped" Jessie. So then we jumped over some bushes and shit, and then the then Shopping Carting was brought up. With a TJ Max right now the street, who could resist? On our way there Jessie proceeded to "pole dance" on a street lamp, and two guys in a truck drove buy and stuck their heads out the window and yelled "YEAH!" which was great. So then we walked to TJ Max, and Taylor did her first shopping cart. *appluads* Then Tay and I did one together, which kind of sucked, because Jess pushed us, and since she's so little, we didn't get much of an impact. Still fun though. So then we walked to a gas station, and Taylor and I, at the exact same time, accidently stepped into the sewage runoff, and fell. My pink chuck (that's right, I on'y wear one pink one.) is no longer pink. Taylor's shoe actually CAME OFF and was STUCK in the mud, and she couldn't find it for about ten minutes. Unfortunatly, we didn't get that on tape, but we did get her pulling out the shoe by the shoelaces, and then saying the word "shit" repeatedly. Which was mildly entertaining. She walked back into the gas station and rinsed it off, and walked around in her sock for the rest of the night. And then I busted a Sobe bottle on the sidewalk, and the glass got in Taylor's eye. And then Jessie left, and Taylor and Bryan snuck off to makeout, and left me and Brandon alone, which I didn't mind, because Brandon is one cool motherfucker. He's the biggest hippy ever, which is awesome as hell. When the night was over, Tay came back to my place, where we taped "the chin face." (Thank you, Brandon DiCamillo.) Anyway, that was my night, and it kicked much more ass than yours did. I'll leave you with some interesting things said during the night.

    "CHRIS RAAB OWNS YOUR MOM!"

    "Did you get that, I scratched my ass!"

    "And what was your response to this?"
    "FUCK YOU!"

    "We are porn....makers!"

    "Where's the ghetto white boy?"

    "There's this kid in my class who I hate so much-"
    "Yeah, well, CHRIS RAAB OWNS HIS MOM!"

    "No one cares about that, I flashed the camera!"

    "All they care about it Jessie's hot ass."

    "Everyone who sees this tape is gonna be like 'ok, guy walking...JESSIE'S ASS AND TITS!"

    "Is that Wes Tomlin? ...No, it's a Chinese dude."

    "Chaz is a hot bitch!"-

    "Dude, it's a midget! Dude, it's a midget! DUDE. IT'S A MIDGET!"

    "Dude, look at my car, it's so goddamn cool!"

    "Why is there a limo here? I mean, it's obviously here for me, but I mean, why?"

    "WHY IS IT HERE?!"

    "We should so kidnap that!"

    "Let's just go jump in the limo and see what happens."

    "YOU'RE SO EMO!"

    "So, wait, who are these motherfuckers in the limo?"

    "Do something dumbass, like you always do."

    "Let's see how horny this cop is!"

    "I'll pay you a dollar to go hump the cop car."

    "I noticed that if you have a camera with you, people will do almost anything to get on the tape."

    "Where's my bitch?"
    "I'm right here!"

    "OH MY GOD MY SHOE'S UNTIED!"

    "Bitch, give me the camera!"

    "CHRIS RAAB OWNS YOUR MOM, BITCH!"

    "Chris Raab owns your mother!"

    "It must be really hard to talk with your tongue in his mouth!"

    "What tongues do you speak?!"

    "Are you raping someone?"
    "...Without me?"

    "Chris Raab owns your mom!"
    "Your mom owns Chris Raab!"
    "No she doesn-NO!"

    "Here's the hot sex scene."

    ::Car honks::
    "...FUCK YOU!"

    "Go, bitch."

    "That was Jackass, softcore style!"

    "GIVE HIM MOUTH TO MOUTH, TAYLOR!"

    "This is where Jared, The Subway Guy-see that, it says 'The Subway Guy'...HE SIGNED IT!"

    "EAT THE COOKIE, BITCH!"

    "Was it good, Jessie?"
    "No-"
    "IT WASN'T GOOD?!"

    "SHE WAS COOKIE RAPED!"

    "I raped a safety pin in ISS."

    "Fuck, let's go to TJ Max!"

    "TJ MAX HERE WE COMMMME!"

    ::Humps the car::
    "YEAH, WELL, YOU SUCKED!"

    "...Are you filming my ass?"

    "THAT WAS AWESOME!"
    "Yeah, almost getting glass in my eye is always awesome."

    "Taylor, I would walk to the end of the earth for you, but I will not refill your drink."

    "A TWINKEEEEE!"

    "Oklahoma where the wind comes sweeping by the plains and the waving wheat can sure smell sweet when the wind comes right behind the plain!"

    "NOOOO!"

    It was cool as hell, and next weekend the Shopping Carting is gonna get serious.

    Haha, Jessie referred to us as "the female Jackass crew for people who are too squeamish to watch the real thing." I don't think it's that far yet, but it will be eventually. Jess lives on a golf course, which would make for some AWESOME shopping carting. So her mom said she would help us steal a shopping cart and keep it at their house. Her mom is cool as hell. Anyway, I'm gone.

    -Random Hero
    4 piercingsHit me
    Friday, April 30th, 2004
    Friday 30th April 2004 @ 3:37pm
    What is your name?: Ali
    Are you named after anyone?: Nope
    What's your screename?: MaDaLiCe4968
    Would you name a child of yours after you?: No
    If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Jonathan Chase
    If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: hm...Tara Wells
    If you could switch names with a famous person who would it be?: Katy Rose or Tara Reid, I guess.
    Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: People always pronouce my last name "Bergstorm"
    Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Without hesitation

    Basics
    Your gender:: Female
    Single?: Newly single, yep. Although I am interested in this guy who I've just recently become close friends with. Which sucks because he goes to Centenial and has a girlfriend.
    If not, do you want to be?: I am
    If not single, who are you with?: I AM single.
    Birthdate:: December 19th
    Your age:: 15
    Age you act:: Sometimes six, sometimes 21 (thanks tay)
    Age you wish you were:: 21
    Your height:: 5'5"
    Eye color:: Blue
    Happy with it?: I guess.
    Hair color:: Brunette
    Happy with it?: Very
    Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Right
    Your living arrangement:: Live with the parental unit in a house. Original. Bet you never saw that coming.
    Your family:: Mom, Dad, sister Andra
    Have any pets?: 3 dogs, (Pinch, Dacey, Bam) and two horses (Joker and Smokey)
    Whats your job?: Yeah, right.
    Piercings?: Two on each ear. Used to have nose, but got rid of it in fear of my mother kicking my ass.
    Tattoos?: Not yet, but oh the impact that Steve-O has on my life...
    Obsessions?: ...CKY, Bam Margera, Raab Himself, Ryan Dunn, Brandon DiCamillo, Yellowcard, the movie Thirteen
    Addictions?: ...Read above.
    Do you speak another language?: Nope
    Have a favorite quote?: Shit, way too many. I'll leave you with this one: "You've been listening to Def Leppard too much!"-Chris Aspite
    Do you have a webpage?: Indeed (thank you, Tom Hawtin)

    Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
    Do you live in the moment?: More than you know.
    Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Depends.
    Do you have any secrets?: Yes.
    Do you hate yourself?: Yes.
    Do you like your handwriting?: No.
    Do you have any bad habits?: Nail biting, cutical picking
    What is the compliment you get from most people?: I'm often told that I'm funny...whatever.
    If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: THE BRITISH ARE COMING. (thanks, tay.)
    What's your biggest fear?: Heights
    Can you sing?: Not for shit
    Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: *giggle* Lyke, all tha time!
    Are you a loner?: Depends on where I am
    If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: No, because I come off as a real bitch if I don't like you.
    Are you a daredevil?: Yes.
    Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Of course.
    Are you passive or agressive?: Agressive.
    Do you have a journal?: Yes.
    What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Beats me.
    If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: My stomach...gross.
    Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yes
    Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: No. I don't regret anything, it's only a waste of time.
    Do you think life has been good so far?: Certain parts.
    What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Wow. Um...you can't baptize a cat.
    What do you like the most about your body?: My eyes.
    And least?: My body.
    Do you think you are good looking?: Yeah, right.
    Are you confident?: Depends on what.
    What is the fictional character you are most like?: Gary the Snail.

    Do You...
    Smoke?: No
    Do drugs?: No
    Read the newspaper?: No
    Pray?: No
    Go to church?: No
    Talk to strangers who IM you?: No
    Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes
    Take walks in the rain?: Occasionally
    Talk to people even though you hate them?: Depends.
    Drive?: No
    Like to drive fast?: Don't drive.

    Would or Have You Ever..
    Liked your voice?: No
    Hurt yourself?: Yes
    Been out of the country?: No
    Eaten something that made other people sick?: Of course.
    Been in love?: ...Yes.
    Done drugs?: Yes
    Gone skinny dipping?: Yes
    Had a medical emergency?: Yes
    Had surgery?: Yes
    Ran away from home?: Yes
    Played strip poker?: No
    Gotten beaten up?: No
    Beaten someone up?: No
    Been picked on?: Who hasn't?
    Been on stage?: Yes
    Slept outdoors?: Yes
    Thought about suicide?: Yes
    Pulled an all nighter?: Yes
    If yes, what is your record?: Four days
    Gone one day without food?: Yes
    Talked on the phone all night?: Yes--(oh god, Blair-do you remember fifth grade?)
    Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Yes
    Slept all day?: Yes
    Killed someone?: What kind of question is this? Even if I had, I wouldn't put that I did on a damn survey.
    Made out with a stranger?: No
    Had sex with a stranger?: No
    Thought you're going crazy?: Yes
    Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Unless a kiss counts, no. If you're asking if I'm a lesbian, no.
    Been betrayed?: Who hasn't?
    Had a dream that came true?: Yes
    Broken the law?: Yes
    Met a famous person?: Like, every country singer on the face of the planet, and Rob Thomas and Jason Wade.
    Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Unless bugs count, no.
    On purpose?: Bugs, yes.
    Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: ...You'd be lying if you said no to this. We're all guilty of this.
    Stolen anything?: Yes.
    Been on radio/tv?: Yes.
    Been in a mosh-pit?: No.
    Had a nervous breakdown?: Yes.
    Bungee jumped?: No.
    Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes. (My Brandon DiCamillo calling Tom Hawtin fat, and then Ryan Dunn riding by on a bike won't go away!)

    Beliefs
    Belive in life on other planets?: Yes
    Miracles?: Yes
    Astrology?: No
    Magic?: No
    God?: Yes
    Satan?: Hm...I don't know.
    Santa?: OF COURSE, HOW ELSE WOULD THE PRESENTS GET THERE?
    Ghosts?: Considering the fact that my grandfather turns on radios and TVs at random hours of the night, yes.
    Luck?: There's no such thing as luck. Luck is an opportunity mixed with preparation.
    Love at first sight?: No.
    Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes
    Witches?: ...MRS. APPLEGATE!
    Easter bunny?: .OF COURSE, HOW ELSE WOULD THE EGGS GET THERE?
    Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
    Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No.
    Do you wish on stars?: Occasionally

    Deep Theological Questions
    Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Not sure.
    Do you think God has a gender?: No
    Do you believe in organized religion?: Beats me.
    Where do you think we go when we die?: Beats me.

    Friends
    Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: No...that makes me sad. I WANT A JACK!
    Who is your best friend?: Taylor and Erica
    Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Taylor
    What's the best advice that you've heard?: ..."Think about what everybody tells you. 'There's an alcoholic and, you know, like, and he doesn't ever do shit and he's always drunk and he never gets anything taken care of.' ...But what about being an alcoholic...to get shit done?"-Chris Raab
    Your favourite inside joke?: Oh hell....Taylor-the ferrets-Erica-HANOOMAMADE!-Bee-HARRISON FORD AND HIS SEXY ABS-Wes-The PETA people-
    Thing you're picked on most about?: I'm not picked on anymore.
    Who's your longest known friend?: Dylan Riley, Deryck Easton and John Pearson
    Newest?: ...Probably Jessie McCarty
    Shyest?: I don't hang with shy people, they're no fun.
    Funniest?: Oh god...Dylan Riley, Deryck Easton and Wes Tomlin
    Sweetest?: Taylor Jensen and Erica Rosario.
    Closest?: Taylor Jensen, Dylan Riley and Erica Rosario.
    Weirdest?: ........Wes Tomlin, no question.
    Smartest?: Erica Rosario
    Ditziest?: Don't hang with ditzy people.
    Friends you miss being close to the most?: I dunno
    Last person you talked to online?: Taylor Jensen
    Who do you talk to most online?: Taylor Jensen
    Who are you on the phone with most?: Dylan Riley and Wes Tomlin
    Who do you trust most?: Dylan Riley, Taylor Jensen and Erica Rosario
    Who listens to your problems?: Dylan Riley, Taylor Jensen, Erica Rosario, and Wes Tomlin.
    Who do you fight most with?: No one.
    Who's the nicest?: Taylor Jensen and Erica Rosario
    Who's the most outgoing?: Dylan Riley and Wes Tomlin
    Who's the best singer?: Skylar Bee
    Who's on your shit-list?: ...If you asked who ISN'T it would be a much shorter list.
    Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: No.
    Who's your second family?: Taylor Jensen and Dylan Riley
    Do you always feel understood?: By Taylor and Dylan
    Who's the loudest friend?: Taylor
    Do you trust others easily?: No
    Who's house were you last at?: ...I dont' remember.
    Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Dylan
    Do your friends know you?: Most of them
    Friend that lives farthest away:: Dylan, Deryck and John-Texas

    Love and All That
    Do you consider love a mistake?: Yes, but it's one that worth making.
    What do you find romantic?: Different things.
    Turn-on?: Skaters
    Turn-off?: Being a dumbass
    First kiss?: Dylan Riley
    If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: Tell them the truth
    Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Yes
    Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: No
    Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: Yes
    Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: No
    What is best about the opposite sex?: I'm not sure
    What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They're the most retarded species ever.
    What's the last present someone gave you?: Taylor gave me my "boyfriend"...
    Are you in love?: No
    Do you consider your significant other hot?: Don't have one.

    Who Was the Last Person...
    That you laughed at?: My dream
    You went shopping with?: Myself
    To ask you out?: Jon Pulliam
    To brighten up your day?: Dylan Riley
    That you thought about?: Matt Tollinger (RIP, Mattie)
    You saw a movie with?: ...I don't even remember.
    You talked to on the phone?: Wes Tomlin
    You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Jessie McCarty
    You saw?: My mom
    You lost?: Matt Tollinger

    Right This Moment...
    What are you wearing right now?: jeans and a yellow pajama top
    Body part you're touching right now:: I'm not touching a body part..i'm touching the key board
    What book are you reading?: TTYL
    What's on your mousepad?: A cow...
    Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: Tired, bored, rushed, weird, sick
    Are you bored?: Yes
    Are you tired?: Yes
    Are you talking to anyone online?: Yes
    Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
    Are you lonely or content?: Content
    Are you listening to music?: Yes-Yellowcard owns your mom.
    Hit me
    Thursday, April 29th, 2004
    Thursday 29th April 2004 @ 5:23pm
    .......I guess they use this to target the fat people in America?

    Hit me
    Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
    Tuesday 27th April 2004 @ 9:58pm
    It's okay to be angry and never let go.

    When you get lonely and if no one's around, you know that I'll catch you when you're falling down.

    You don't know who you are, but I'm writing this for you anyway:

    We came together but you left alone. And I know how it feels to walk out on your own. Maybe someday I'll see you again, and you'll look me in the eye and call me your friend.
    Hit me
    Tuesday 27th April 2004 @ 9:46pm
    There is such a thing as dullness of the heart. Acceptance. And letting go. Sooner or later...we all give up, don’t we?

    I’ll take you away from that empty apartment.


    I love you. You know who you are.

    Thank you for loving me when I least deserve it, because that's when I need it the most.
    Hit me
    Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
    Tuesday 6th April 2004 @ 3:39pm
    My Big Brother Sam


    Me and Sam last summer at the pavillion.



    Me and Sam at the movies.

    Current Music: Meet You There-Simple Plan
    3 piercingsHit me
    Tuesday 6th April 2004 @ 3:34pm
    More Derrick


    Me and Derrick outside MA.



    Derrick writing his "Hiding Under Desks Is Bad" essay.

    Current Music: I'm Just A Kid-Simple Plan
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